The music of a well crafted engine gives me the kind of butterflies that no man can ever compete with.

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My dog
The Sunset

My journal

Today’s thoughts:

- What a relief

- I’m getting fat

- This muffin was so worth it

- How can I start my own herb garden?

- I hope my dad is proud

15 Apr — 7 notes

My mom and I had a drunken conversation last night about love and marriage. She’s a very, very, traditional Korean, so it surprised me when she said, “Stefanie… I don’t care if you don’t marry a Korean. You can marry a black guy for all I care. As long as he’s a nice person and he takes care of you. I just want you to be happy.”

That made me happy. 

12 Apr — 14 notes

Some time alone is what I need.

9 Apr — 2 notes

I seriously don’t think that I would ever put on clothes if I had my own place and it was about 75 degrees. 

9 Apr — 2 notes

Can I have pizza delivered to my bed and on the special requests section I’ll just ask for a handsome man, preferably Derrick Rose, who can feed me the pizza and give me a nice back rub. 

31 Mar — 2 notes

I’ve been up since 6am. This has nothing to do with anything. 

I’m in bed right now and I’m hungry. Food is downstairs, but I have to cook it myself. This makes staying in bed and starving myself a lot more appealing and reasonable.

Maybe being up at 6am does have something to do with this. 

31 Mar — 3 notes

I’m not a second fucking choice. 

29 Mar — 19 notes

I know that this is a sick thought, but sometimes I can’t wait to die because I just want to be with my dad again. 

28 Mar — 5 notes