Do any one of my friends know a piercer or have great knowledge on piercing aftercare? I have a few questions right now that need to be answered asap.
lol. Well my anxiety from being alone is that I start thinking too much. It gets way too quiet and I don’t have anyone to talk to, to keep my brain busy. I have to keep myself busy at all times or else I fall into this deep, deep hole of negativity. My friends know how to make me laugh, but when my friends are understandably busy, I start overthinking, thinking that everyone hates me and I’m going to die alone. It’s something thats been getting out of hand lately, and I think it’s because my licensing exam is coming up and I’m stressing out because of it, along with the fact that my father, my best friend, passed away a few months ago. He was the reason why I chose this career path and now that he’s gone, it’s hard to keep going. And that all leads to me being afraid of being alone. I just can’t bear the thought of losing people I love and becoming a failure.
BUT… I did well today. I drew a few pictures, read a book, and I went for a drive. Today was a good ‘alone’ day.
I wouldn’t be talking if I were you, anon. You seem pretty scared to show your identity. At least I’m being myself. *bam*